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Mixed Emotions

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If loving you were a crime, I'd definitely be put away for a life time. But sometimes you make it seem so difficult, Just stop the crap and be an adult. At times I wanna hug you and kiss you, And stick to you like some kind of glue. Other times I can't take it, And think about calling it quits. But then I tell myself  "Oh come on, don't do that shit". Sometimes I'm confused as to what we are and how we feel, And sometimes I'm there constantly thinking "Is this real?". You make me question us And goshh, that makes me wanna cuss. But I love you otherwise, Please know its not you who I despise. -Saskia
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Potential Rebel

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 I listen to your every words and follow your rule, Yet you still expect the worst of me. But hey, I guess that's cool. Every thing I do. I do to please you, And when I mess up, trust me, I feel so blue. Disappointments and anger, both I try to avoid I make sure I'm perfect for you. You could say I'm paranoid. I'm the good girl you see. The one that doesn't do to suit herself but suit the people she cares about. I'm the loyal one, the one that'll probably kill for you no doubt. The one who you can always depend on, the one who you can always call on, Yet I'm somehow the one who's easily cast into isolation. Is it me? Something I do? Please. Please just tell me. I have no clue. Maybe I should stop. Stop doing you and start doing me. Maybe I should forget about you and yours. Yeah, maybe that's the key. Maybe I should rebel out huh? And then you'll see. Then I'll be living up to your expectations, which is somehow lous...
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Emotions

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I go to bed every night, Telling myself, " everything's gonna be alright ". " There's no need to cry. Come on, wipe those pretty eyes, Close them slowly and dream about the big prize ". " Stop thinking child ", she whispered, then smiled. " Just breathe and picture peace. Let all the negative thoughts cease" . All these emotions come to light, Every one of them. And I'm left without a fight. I wish it could all stop and let me be, I wish that I could be set free. It's funny you know. How all the good ones suffer. And you'd think with time, they'd eventually get tougher. Being good definitely has its downfall And it's that caring is a must, you just gotta answer to its call. -Saskia
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Sleepless Nights

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Have you ever laid in bed wishing you'd just fall asleep? Like... You'd just be drawn in quick and deep? Like it's better to be left alone with your thoughts? Like wishing you could be turned off like robots? All because you don't wanna be left alone.. Left alone in the dark to think.. Think about life. And the people you love. Think about what is and what isn't, What can be and can never be, And what you should've and shouldn't have done. Sometimes it just hurts. The darkness consumes you and you try to stop picturing scenarios of all sorts Sometimes I just can't handle it And I need someone who could put an end to all this bullshit Are you up for the challenge? Or are you gonna run like the rest of them? -Saskia
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