Mixed Emotions

If loving you were a crime,

I'd definitely be put away for a life time.

But sometimes you make it seem so difficult,

Just stop the crap and be an adult.

At times I wanna hug you and kiss you,

And stick to you like some kind of glue.

Other times I can't take it,

And think about calling it quits.

But then I tell myself  "Oh come on, don't do that shit".

Sometimes I'm confused as to what we are

and how we feel,

And sometimes I'm there constantly thinking "Is this real?".

You make me question us

And goshh, that makes me wanna cuss.

But I love you otherwise,

Please know its not you who I despise.

-Saskia