Potential Rebel

 I listen to your every words and follow your rule,
Yet you still expect the worst of me. But hey, I guess that's cool.
Every thing I do. I do to please you,
And when I mess up, trust me, I feel so blue.
Disappointments and anger, both I try to avoid
I make sure I'm perfect for you. You could say I'm paranoid.

I'm the good girl you see. The one that doesn't do to suit herself but suit the people she cares about.
I'm the loyal one, the one that'll probably kill for you no doubt.
The one who you can always depend on, the one who you can always call on,
Yet I'm somehow the one who's easily cast into isolation.
Is it me? Something I do?
Please. Please just tell me. I have no clue.

Maybe I should stop. Stop doing you and start doing me.
Maybe I should forget about you and yours. Yeah, maybe that's the key.
Maybe I should rebel out huh? And then you'll see.
Then I'll be living up to your expectations, which is somehow lousy.

So, what's it gonna be then?
Should I become one of those who were brave enough to stand for themselves and fight?
Or should I be 

propitiatory for your sake and continue being in your playpen?

Well go on then, go with the response you think is right.

-Saskia